Yesterday, I felt like a sack of potatoes stabbed repeatedly by sewing needles threaded with barbed wire. But I got on my bike despite the gnawing pain in my stomach. Needless to say, my focus was not 100%, but once I started riding, my stress-induced stomach ache relented. I started to wonder about the mind-body connection.
Walking meditation, a common mind-body practice, is about awareness through physical movement. It's like "The Shower Principle" from 30 Rock: when your body is on auto-pilot (like when taking a shower) your mind is free to wander without purpose. Because of this, we sometimes get our best ideas or biggest realizations in the shower. But does this translate to cycling? And if so, why isn't bicycle meditation more widely practiced?
Well, because of traffic laws, you might say. Or the greater focus needed to safely operate a bicycle. Maybe you would point to the rules of the road, not to mention responsible interactions with pedestrians and fellow cyclists, which require a certain amount of outward alertness. You might say these things to me, but to that I say: Expand your mind. Follow me on this bicycle meditation scenario.
So you're on a deserted Indy Greenways trail during a mid-week afternoon ride. It's maybe a trail you've ridden every day. Okay, every other day. Okay, maybe once a week if it's not raining and you didn't have Mexican food for lunch. Regardless, every muscle in your body works to create fluid motion, moving both you and your bike forward on a familiar path.
Your body contacts the bike in only three places, making correct bicycle posture a must. Good bicycle posture is different from sitting or standing up straight during other meditative practices. Imagine your hands gripping the handlebars. Your wrists align with your palms. A slight bend in your elbows, combined with an open upper body creates a dynamic shock-absorption system. Your chest, biceps, forearms and fingers all work together for steering and balance.
Now imagine the slight curvature of your back. Your spine becomes dome-like, and your sit bones point straight down and back. Your pelvis is rolled forward as your thighs and calves efficiently pump. And on your pedals, the balls of your feet rest gingerly, connecting the strength in your legs, butt and stomach to the gears and wheels of your bike.
Your entire body is engaged on a bicycle. You feel your breath drop in and out of you, almost in tandem with each pedal-push forward. Begin to focus on your breath, and your mind starts to wander. You stare straight ahead at the trail. The miles pass, but you have no formal attention on the distance you've traveled.
The burdens of your workweek creep into view of your third eye. They clutter your thoughts: the worrisome items on your to-do list, your responsibilities to co-workers, friends and family, the thing you didn't say or said too loudly. But as you continue to focus on your breath and correct posture, distractions melt away.
For a moment, you grasp at your authentic self. Body engaged, mind flowing free with thought, you are at peace. And you have reached an honest-to-goodness meditative state. All while riding your bicycle.
Now my meditative friends, tell me, do you think bicycle meditation can work? Check out more information on bicycle meditation methods, and let me know what you think.
Over the past two months, I've noticed a distinct difference in the way I communicate with those around me when I'm on a bike. By car I'm the constantly rushing, frustrated driver, whose most in-depth conversations with fellow motorists are in the form of unpleasant hand gestures. But, by bike with no metal shield to hide behind, I share the road, follow traffic laws more stringently and even have the odd conversation with fellow travelers.
Perhaps it's the close proximity to others--to the landscape--or maybe it's because I don't take for granted the energy I consume when I'm on bike, which comes from my legs and not an oil barrel. Regardless, the random interactions with strangers have become one of my favorite parts about biking in the city. Here are a few that have piled up over the past two months.
At The corner of State Avenue and Washington Street
Stopped at a red light, I pulled up next to a man on a moped. We smiled at one another.
He leaned over and said: "Do you want to race?"
"I think you've got the better odds," I laughed. "But these thighs pack power."
"You never know," he replied.
The light flashed from red to green. He sped off as I yelled: "Hey! I thought you were going to give me a head start!"
At the corner of Mass Ave and Park
A cyclist in a yellow jersey and all the racing garb zoomed past me, only to get stopped at the same red light.
"How's it going?" asked the Yellow Rider.
"Good. Yourself?" I replied.
"I'm fantastic," he spouted enthusiastically. Then after a pause for water: "This is the first time I've commuted by bike to work and to school. And I'm pooped."
Could have fooled me, I thought, sweat-drenched and dehydrated on my own bike.
"I'm actually a first-time commuter myself." I said.
"Really? Where ya headed?" asked Yellow Rider.
"Home now," I said as I motioned in my apartment's general direction.
"I gotta make it all the way to Broad Ripple."
The light changed and he was off before I even noticed.
"Good luck," I said, holding up traffic behind us.
At a street crossing on the Monon
An older gentleman pulled up beside me and my cycling mentor, Pat. He noticed me shaking my hands.
"Hands cold?" he said.
"They're numb." I said.
"From the cold?" he asked.
"From the gripping, I think. I guess I need fancy gloves like you."
"Well, they do help with that," he winked before zooming off.
Of course there are less-pleasant interactions as well. The man who yelled at me from his car last week, while I pedaled in the pouring rain. The motorist, who honked and honked at me for going too slow, then flipped me the bird as she nearly ran me off the road. And the man in the white truck, who sheepishly apologized to me from his driver's side window for blocking the crosswalk on the Cultural Trail.
Good or bad, these exchanges are authentic. And I'm amazed at how my brief foray into riding has revealed an indelible line between the world of bicycles and of cars. My question: aren't we all sharing the same roads?
You know those runners and cyclist you see caught in the rain? As if they left the house totally oblivious to the weather forecast. As if simply looking up to see the darkening skies makes too much sense. I mean, how hard is it to not get caught in the rain? I'd never be one of those people...
But what do I know?
Last Tuesday, I desperately wanted to go for a ride. And even though Chuck Lofton and the gray clouds outside my window were warning me to take a pass, I knew I could get one in before the storm hit. After carefully examining the forecast, I (with no formal meteorological training) decided the skies wouldn't part until mid-afternoon. I headed out, confident I had at least an hour of good riding ahead of me.
I had been told about a trail that ran parallel to the White River and intended to check it out. But first I had to find it.
I pedaled my way West on 10th Street, through IUPUI pre-lunch traffic, past a line of construction workers (who didn't holler once at me, should I be insulted or grateful?) and onto the White River Parkway. Along the way, I did my best to avoid puddles from the previous nights storm, daintily lifting my feet from the pedals to keep from getting splashed.
Rounding the corners toward 16th, I passed Long's Donuts and felt my inner Homer Simpson urging me to stop. I had cash in my wallet, a rare occurrence, and didn't I deserve a sweet treat? I resisted and turned East on 16th Street, when at last the trail was in sight.
Just as I reached the crossroads, intending to head further north, I heard it— the first crack of thunder. Seconds later a moist droplet landed on my lip, and I changed my plans. I would have to race this storm home. Woman vs. Nature in an drop-down, drag-out fight to the finish.
I'm sure the views of the river were spectacular. If I had bothered to look to my right, I might have noticed. But my focus was full-frontal as I charged down the path.
Drip. Drip. Drop. I felt the water sprinkling on my arms.
"Maybe this is just an appetizer for this afternoon's storms," I thought. "The so-so comedian warming up the crowd for the headliner." I laughed to myself: "I've got this."
But my hubris got the better of me, when I realized I was in for a game change. I turned off the trail and onto Indiana Avenue. Traffic lights, cars and slick roads oh my! I couldn't just pedal my fastest to win this race. I had to abide by a different set of rules that stacked the deck in Mother Nature's favor.
I made it to University Blvd and 10th Street before my competitor's true nature became clear (pun intended). The skies parted, and within a matter of seconds I was drenched from head to toe...ney, from front wheel to rear.
I stopped at red lights, counting the seconds until they changed and charged ahead hoping that traffic would be kind to a poor wet cyclist. Not so.
I was cut off, splashed with oily gutter water and even heckled.
"There is a sidewalk for a reason," one passenger dared to yell from the warmth and dryness of his buddy's beat-up Chevy Lumina.
If I could just find a covered bus stop or an over pass, some shelter until the storm subsides. But after a good ten minutes of searching, there was no longer reason to stop. I was drenched to my core. (And by core I mean undies)
I turned the corner of 13th Street, the home stretch. But suddenly I had a change of perspective. In one moment I was sopping and scowling, in the next I felt refreshed and happy. My skin saturated with rain water. Puddles turning into lakes. I began to pick up my pace, careening through the newly formed waterways, measuring larger and larger splashes.
When was the last time you played in the rain? For me it was around 1994. At nine years old its perfectly acceptable to splash in puddles and run to your towel bearing mother with sloshing kisses. I felt cleansed by the rain, wrapped in the fresh earthy scent.
I made it home and ran to give my boyfriend some sloshing kisses. But the towel he brought me went straight to my bike. Every spoke was dry before I even considered stripping off my own soggy bottoms. That's true love.
After sweeping the podium at Hillsboro Roubaix two weeks ago, Bissell-ABG-NUVO cycling team was a little worried that that the team wouldn't top that.
Well, they did.
Alex Vanias won the overall (category 1-2) at the Joe Martin Stage Race in Fayetteville, Arizona. Vanias placed second in the opening stage, a 4km uphill grind, just seconds behind first. The rest of the team, Jon Jacob, Nate Williams, Weston Luzadder and Mac Brennan, placed themselves solidly in the top-20 which gave the team many options for the remaining three stages.
In the stage two road race Vanias made a crucial split near the finish and moved into the yellow jersey! This stage also allowed Jon Jacob to move into fifth overall and Williams into 12th.
The third stage provided a perfect opportunity for the team to practice defending a GC position.
The boys put two riders into an early breakaway which forced the other teams to chase, allowing Vanias an easy ride to the finish for another successful day in yellow. Vanias and the team made the final criterium stage a formality as Luzadder finished fifth on the stage and Vanias took a fantastic stage race win with support of all his teammates.
This result speaks to the depth of talent on the Bissell-ABG-NUVO team. All five team members finished in the top 18, including Jacob in fifth, Williams in 11th, Mac Brennan in 17th, and Luzadder in 18th.
Recently at a rehearsal for NoExit Performance's Oedipal play cycle, in which I play a chorus member, I busted ass. I was standing on a park bench and acting like the Jerk (read: Steve Martin), when I fell through a plank in the bench that wasn't screwed down. The result: a swollen right foot, a black-and-blue ankle and a bruise the size (and shape) of Florida on my calf. Between icing and elevating my injury, I have to be honest: biking wasn't a priority for me this week.
Cut to a couple days ago: I was on my second day of a sixth attempt to quit smoking, when a craving hit. I decided my ankle was well enough to bike, and I needed a distraction from the perpetual jonesing that is nicotine withdrawal. A joyride was my only antidote.
For me, bicycling, at its most basic, is an activity designed to inject my life with joy. Forget economic efficiency and lower carbon emissions; forget the rising price of gas; forget the exercise benefits; forget the amazing community of people who welcome new bicyclists into the fold. Above all else, I am a joyrider.
And though joyriding is my intention, I often find myself rushing to get here or there by bike. Or worse, when I do have time set aside to just bike (not to commute), I set an exercise goal and push myself to reach it or exceed it. But pushing too hard would inevitably mean a swollen and painful foot. I needed a change to my approach.
The art of the joyride is simple. Pick a direction: north, south, east, west or any combination thereof. Set off with no goals or preconceived notions about reaching someplace. Just meander your way through the city (or country) until you discover a new sight, a new park, a new trail, a new perspective on the land around you.
My direction: southeast. Soon, I arrived in Fountain Square and started filling with joy. The awesomely safe bike lanes on Shelby Street, complete with barriers to car traffic, were extremely wonderful. As was the feeling of passing into the cold shadow of an interstate overpass — something I'll be sure to remember during hot Summer rides.
I was elated when I discovered the Pleasant Run Trail for the first time and loved that it was empty on a Tuesday afternoon. I could weave from side to side, take my time looking at the babbling brook running parallel and not have to worry about pacing around other cyclists or pedestrians.
I was glad to pedal into Garfield Park, a destination I'd only previously driven to. It was satisfying to wind my way through the maze of trails in the park, discovering the best hills for coasting. With a light heart, I passed the Sunken Garden, a closed pool with what looked like an amazing water slide, and several of Garfield Park's mangy-yet-adorable squirrels.
I was even satisfied when my ankle started to get stiff and my ass hurt, knowing I could easily make it home by hopping on the Cultural Trail. And most of all, I felt joy when I lifted my bike above my shoulder to climb the stairs of my apartment building. Endorphins pulsed through my body, allowing the euphoric elation of joyriding to gently fade as I cooled down with a glass of water. My ankle throbbed a bit, but I didn't even think about smoking a cigarette. Pure joy.
Whether you bike or not, I encourage you to find an activity without any purpose but to inject your own life with joy. Then tell me about! If you've already found something like this, let us know in the comments.
I spent an afternoon this week at Freewheelin' Community Bikes, a progressive not-for-profit bike shop on 34th and Central. When I read Angela Herrmann's NUVO article last year about Freewheelin' Community Bikes, I was inspired. This donation-based community organization mentors neighborhood kids, who enroll in a course to earn a bike of their own.
I was in the market for a little advice on bike maintenance and thought, if they can teach a bunch of kids about bicycle repair and maintenance, surely they could teach an mechanically-challenged person like me a thing or two.
Enter Doug Friedenson: a long-time volunteer at Freewheelin' who took a position as operations manager last October. With 11 years of bicycle mechanics under his belt, and a career in auto-garages before that, Doug is yet another member of the bicycling community who has turned his passion into a full-time focus.
"If you're not happy going to work and doing what you're doing, it's time to find something else to do," says Doug. "It requires money to live, but you don't need exorbitant amounts of it. Also, on the flip side of that, behind every successful bicycle mechanic is a wife who makes three times more money."
I could tell, from his sarcastic wit and his no-nonsense attitude, that I liked Doug right away. I asked him to give me a few pointers as a beginner bicyclist.
"I want to know," I said introducing myself with a gusto of confidence, "what any idiot needs to know before they hop on a bike - i.e. me, I am that idiot."
The most necessary skill: changing a flat tire.
"Okay, so what side of town do you live on?" asked Doug.
"Downtown, on the Old Northside."
"Old Northside? So, you're in Fountain Square and just had a flat tire and Joe Cox's shop is closed."
"Damn!" I said, "I knew I shouldn't have gone on that dusk ride."
"I know. So you're on South Shelby. The sun has gone down, and you got some lady pushing a cart asking for a dollar. What are you going to do?"
"Give her a dollar?" I ask meekly.
Pleasantries aside, Doug, who also has several years experience teaching professionals about bicycle maintenance, took me through the process step by step and even had me try it on my own.
Here is a break down of my new skillz. (Jealous, ya'll?)
1. Unhook your breaks. This involves removing something called a "nipple" from inside its cage. Sounds like S&M to me, but when in Rome...
2. Shift the shifter so the chain is on the small ring. "Why?" you ask. Doug, the mystical mechanic mentor, will reveal all in due time.
Doug says, "I prefer the term guru."
3. Pull the quick release lever, and the wheel drops right out of the bike. Sounds easy because it is.
4. Use two tire levers to pop the tire off the rim. Doug's Tip: "Start opposite the valve stem."
"This is called the bead," he said pointing to the edge of the rubber tire. "You hook the tire lever on the bead and then you hook it on the rim. Take your second tire lever and grab hold of the bead again, near the other one. Just pop it out."
5. Pull the tube out of the tire, valve stem last.
6. Check the tire. This is the part where you might get tetanus.
Doug says: "You want to make sure that whatever popped the tube is not still jammed in the tire. Very carefully run your fingers around the inside of the tire. Now, you might get cut. If it went through the tire and popped a hole in it, it's probably sharp."
Doug also suggests checking the rim strip, to make sure none of the spoke nipples are exposed. Who knew changing a flat would involve so many nipples?
7. Using your inflation device, inflate the new tube just enough so it takes its shape.
Doug says: "Now we want to put a new tube in the tire and be on our way, because the lady with the cart is coming back and she wants another dollar."
8. Insert the tube into the tire, valve stem first. Doug's Tip: "Make sure it's inside the trough of the rim — that it's not floating up on top."
9. Squeeze the bead of the tire back into the rim of the wheel and re-inflate the tube the rest of the way. Doug says: "Make sure the bead area is seated inside the rim."
10. Place the chain back on the small ring and pop the tire onto the bike frame.
Doug reveals the mystery: "Remember when I told you we had to shift the chain down to the small ring? That was solely for reinstallation. If you don't put the chain on the small ring, you don't know which ring the chain is suppose to be on. The wheel actually fights you going into the chain if you don't do that."
And voila! My tire is as good as new, and I can bid a fond farewell to the cart lady, whom I'm sure was nice enough to keep me company while I was working. And I did bid a fond farewell to Doug and to Freewheelin' Community Bikes, put not before perusing their shop for a few accessories.
Note: If you're looking for a new bike but need to make space in your garage first, consider donating your old one to Freewheelin'. Also, Doug is ready and willing to help customers at this downtown shop with any of their bike repair and maintenance needs. Your donations and business keep this Indianapolis non-for-profit going.
The Bissell/ABG/NUVO team swept the podium at the 11th Annual Hillsboro Roubaix Spring Classic on April 14; the race is contested on rural roads in Illinois just outside of St. Louis.
In the racing season's first big competition, 100 riders lined up for an 86 mile race on flat, open, rolling roads with no break from the spring winds. Challenges included short, steep climbs, twisting descents and village streets paved with bricks. The Bissell/ABG/NUVO team made a clear statement by securing all three podium positions.
The bicycling gods have smiled on me, but they work in mysterious ways: by killing my car battery, to be exact. They say it takes two weeks to form a new habit. After challenging myself last week to ride anywhere I went alone, the challenge unexpectedly continues this week.
With my car out of commission, the principle challenge to ride everywhere became one of necessity. I've found the real obstacles to my success are the excuses I make not to ride. Now, with no car to lean on, my excuses simply don't matter. I view this as a gift, an opportunity to debunk my irrational reasoning:
1. Weather: "I can't ride today - it's too windy... too rainy...too hot... too cold."
It's an unavoidable fact: bicycle riding pits man against nature. Since I started riding, I've become compulsive about checking the weather. Even the slightest chance of rain is reason enough for me to jump behind the wheel rather than hop behind the handle bars. Lately, the wind has become my biggest weather nemesis. When faced with stiff gusts, tears involuntarily stream from my eyes. As air rips through my jacket and my marrow, I pedal in the lowest gear, going so slowly that retired couples pass me on foot. I try to focus on the benefits of resistance training, but instead I regret having to ride at all.
However, the bout isn't always bad. The fragrance of spring flowers doesn't make it through my car's AC, but by bike any blooming bush becomes an odoriferous feast. It's all a matter of mindset.
2. The Aches: No bones about it, I'm out of shape.
Cycling uses parts of my body I had forgotten existed. But there's a price to pay for prodding my muscles into existence. So far, my lower back has given out, I've pulled muscles in both of my thighs and my left knee feels chronically stiff. According to WebMD (the cheapest way to avoid healthcare), this is a normal bodily reaction to new physical activity called "micro damage." But I'm not completely sold. I took a few days off to nurse my stiff knee, but then once I had reasonably recovered, I kept using the possibility of pain as an excuse not to ride.
If I can't work through "micro damage", does that make me a macro weenie? I guess I have no choice but to keep pushing.
3. Hot-mess syndrome: "I can't ride my bike to meet friends for dinner; I'll turn up a hot mess."
From helmet hair and the unseemly red line left on my forehead by the helmet, to sweat-drenched armpits, its easy to feel unsure. But NUVO photography intern Brandon Knapp changed my perspective entirely when he said, "Wear the red line on your forehead as a badge of intelligence."
Which leads me to the question: Can I wear hot-mess syndrome as a badge of self-improvement?
4. Traffic: "I can't ride right now: It's rush hour, and drivers are crazy."
Many an afternoon/early evening, when I've finished my work for the day, I'll head to the grocery for dinner ingredients. But the thought of facing down rush-hour craziness has me choosing to join auto-mania instead of biking the short distance. I've got no way to get around rush-hour insanity as a lone beginner bicyclist, but INDYCOG does.
Their Courteous Mass Bicycle Ride "emphasizes being a part of traffic instead of apart from it - to be a visible positive example of the cooperation that can exist between cars and bicycles." This mass bike ride, starting at the American Legion Mall at 5:45 p.m. every second Friday of the month, lets cyclists who care lead by example. There really is strength in numbers when it comes to cycling.
On Saturday, April 7, a few hundred bicyclers gathered at Broad Ripple Park, then rode for 11 miles to enjoy the day and celebrate the ever expanding bike lanes.
This is part of a series of stories about Katelyn Coyne's foray into the realm of commuter bicycling.
"It's not easy being green." The old adage from Kermit T. Frog seems ever relevant these days. Devoting oneself to sustainable living takes careful planning and execution. It adds time to your already hectic day, to the point where it seems better to just not try.
But the recent re-launch of Indiana Living Green, and the magazine's "no-waste" party at City Market last Saturday got me thinking: How difficult is it, really? One of my favorite new series on ILG is Jim Poyser's "Doom & Bloom." In one article, this consummate commuter cyclist writes about his experience coasting through Indy by bike, drawing attention to motorists whose mode of transportation flies in the face of his own efforts.
"Every day," he writes, "I wait at a major intersection - Meridian Street - and count the number of cars heading downtown, going to work. The other day I counted 14 cars with a single occupant, before a car with a passenger went by. On average, 90% of cars have one occupant."
Relative to Mr. Poyser, I'm an infant when it comes to cycling. He can step up to preach because he practices green living in some way every day. Despite my best efforts during the past month, I haven't been able to wean myself off of the juicy teet we call oil dependence. My dirty little secret: I've still been driving. What's worse, I've been driving to places which I could easily bike. But the thought of how easy it is to cut my carbon emissions in half simply by offering a ride to a friend stuck with me.
So I decided, this week, to make living green an active priority. If I was traveling alone, it would be by bike.
Like a kind of magic, the city of Indianapolis opened up for me. I biked to get my taxes done. I biked the Canal to my part-time job at the Eiteljorg. I biked to the grocery, to the bank, to rehearsal. I biked to Flying Cupcake, to City Market, to the Pita Pit. I even biked up to National Moto in SoBro.
I found a sense of empowerment in the thought that the power to get from "A" to "B" exists within me. It hit me when I was pulling around the corner of 11th and Emerson to visit a friend on the Eastside. My memory placed the image of his house in my muscles, but my memory had me sitting in a car. For an instant, my body's reality of being upright on a bike clashed with my muscle memory. And I felt elation, accomplishment... transcendence even.
But how long does that power last?
After a day of riding downtown, taking pictures for a one of my other jobs, I was beat. My poor little frog legs had given out as I cycled up College on my way home for a pre-rehearsal snack. I still had to make it to all the way to the Indianapolis Museum of Art, after rehearsal was moved from East 10th Street to the museum. My knees buckled as I dragged my bike up three flights of stairs, and collapsed in the middle of the kitchen floor. No way could I make the trek north and then south again after dark.
I reluctantly got in my car... alone. To make matters worse, I found out when I arrived that I could have carpooled with a fellow cast member. If only I had the forethought.
In the end, I was defeated by my own lack of planning and my own lack of stamina. Both of which take time to increase. But one defeat doesn't make me a failure. As Winston Churchill said, "True success is going from failure to failure without loss of enthusiasm." I find it applicable for all of us, who - with the best intentions - fail at living green. As long as I get on my bike the next day to ride, I'm still doing my part.